Oh shit I feel like a bitch. Someone did the fruit asks and said Tangerine and Plum and I forgot I reblogged that fruit ask. I thought that person meant my other ask that was “describe me in one word” and I thought they were calling me a plum and a tangerine. Man I feel like a bitch. If that was you who said those, I’m so sorry lol. I thought you were describing me as a fruit. Lmao I hope those people see this.
like you can try as hard as you can to find someone who will listen to your problems and truly care but truth is no one gives a flying shit. no matter how people will be like “omg im here for u if you ever need me promise” or “idk u but u can talk to me and i will listen”, its not true. they might feel like they care but cmon. be honest with yourself. ive had so many people say that they cared and i can talk to them but everytime i have, shit just ends in “oh…wow that sucks sorry youre going through that” and no one has actually tried to help or seem truly concerned about my problems. and it sucks bc it’s not like they’re being selfish or anything, it’s just that its their natural tendency to feel better about themselves when you tell them your problems, and when they hear your shit, they just feel happy they’re not going through it. or if they did go through the same issues, they just sit their and talk about the shit they went through and not actually try to help. they don’t try to remind you of the positive things you have going for yourself. they just get scared with not giving helpful advice and try to back out of trying to help you. I just want to be able to fucking talk to someone about my problems and have them not judge me and actually be concerned. im not asking for a fucking pity party. i just want to be able to talk about MY own issues for once instead of pushing them to the side 24/7. it just sucks bc when someone is hurt or has problems, i seriously care and i want to change the way they feel and make them see the positive things in their life. I just want to fucking say whats on my mind without people thinking I’m asking for attention. attention isn’t what I fucking want. I just want to be able to see someone else’s views of my issues and if they would feel the same way. no one gives a single shit about others problems bc they just seem so minuscule to others bc it’s not happening to them. I’m ranting. Whatever. fuck everyone
So far I think the thrift shop culprit is tony Moore or someone else that I personally know
But on the real fess up already it’s starting to bug me now